So yeah i got married last Saturday...yay! Hehehe i've been bombarded by work plans, physical therapy and play. It's not that i don't have anything to write about, i'm just busy. Tortured sleep and the torture from the lack of sleep prevents and propels migranes and nocturnal illusionistric nirvanas.

Last night there was a dream that may have sprung from a painting. I've always been associated with angels, in the metaphysical and heavenly sense, perpetually the archetypal avenging angel, delighting in the dishing out punishment which can never be counter-equalled to the pain and embarrassment first given...humans must be punished. It's no suprise that many of my favorite movies fall into the avenging angel category....always so missunderstood. Falling Down, Phone Booth and A History Of Violence, which most coincidentally has to do with this pre dawn incubus.

I was back in Hawaii walking as usual to the places i've missed and have only seen with the 2 second eyes from a moving car. All of a sudden the sky went completely white then thick dark veins covered the sky suffocating the light but clinging to it for support. My biological father was Satan and wielded an upside down crucifix made of ice. Knowing not what to do, i tried to run for cover and he came from under the ground and impaled me through the right shoulder and chest with a look of glee he thrust it further in. Unlike Luke Skywalker whom saw the good in his father, good was useless in mine, and the attempt... futile. The tip of the icicle cross was lodged in the trunk of a tree.

I cried for Gabriel my iconic Archangel, he swooped down and with a gold sword cut the ice holding me from the tree, and with precognitive knowledge reached to the back of my shoulder and pulled out the icicle and as it passed through my chest it molded into a gold sword, we both faced my father, although outnumbered my father was more devious and clever to be beaten by the both of us. After he fled i noticed that i had grown a single white wing.

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